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ME !

Name: Choong Jiun Perng Alvin(小四)

D.O.B: 24/02/1987

Hometown: CCK

Current Status: Enlisted on 9 July 2008. Now a trainee in Signals.

Future: Hoping to study a PT/FT degree in SIM. An alternative will be to be a teacher.

MY LETTERS

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MY DREAMS

* I dun dream big. Just a decent salary to support a family, an enjoyable working environment, keeping in contact with my pals. Last but not least is to stay healthy MAN!!!.

MY ESCAPE

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Val
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QiXiang
Jamie
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Dnise
AlanChan
Xiuey
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MY HECTIC PAST

April 2005
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February 2006
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October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
April 2008
May 2008
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September 2008
November 2008

Friday, July 14, 2006

Im really feeling very lost in my life, as though, i have no more important duties to do in life. Last time, when my passion for basketball is still strong, i will live each day with the dream of playing well and to improve. When I like a girl, i will think of ways to win her heart. When i am schooling, i will try to learn and absorb as much as possible. When im working, i will try to do my tasks well so as not to be scolded by my supervisor. When friends are having problems, i will wanna lend them my listening ears. Now, everything is so different. I am juz 19 this year and already going thru this kind of weird thoughts. Wads really strong with me? Nothing is goin smoothly for me. Man, this is really one of the most difficult stage of my life to go through. The vision of my future seems blur. I realli dun wanna live each day very meaninglessly. On the other hand, i have no mood for everything. Man! Everyday feeling very restless. I cant let this go on. But it seems that it isnt within my ability to change things. I have no strength to carry on. haIz... What made me fell and hit the ground so heart that i seem to lost all my senses...

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