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ME !

Name: Choong Jiun Perng Alvin(小四)

D.O.B: 24/02/1987

Hometown: CCK

Current Status: Enlisted on 9 July 2008. Now a trainee in Signals.

Future: Hoping to study a PT/FT degree in SIM. An alternative will be to be a teacher.

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MY DREAMS

* I dun dream big. Just a decent salary to support a family, an enjoyable working environment, keeping in contact with my pals. Last but not least is to stay healthy MAN!!!.

MY ESCAPE

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MY HECTIC PAST

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

Monday, hornets played against XING YEW, we lost. 24 pts i think. Prasat was slightly too much to handle for us. SK, Daren, was speedy and outrun us.

Wed, todae, hornets played against TAGAWA, we lost. 70-24. 46 pts difference. Slightly shocked. Johnson and Guangzhou played rather well. Jeffery was not bad too. Wen Bang not that outstanding. We? CONFUSION* We put on a bad display of skills. HAiz.

Im 18 this yr. Let me name all the competitions that i have taken part before ; Yew Cheow Tong Cup (3 times), Youth Cup(2 times), Delta 5 on 5, Taman Jurong Cup, Boon Lay Cup, Skudai Cup(2 times), IVP(NGEE ANN). THough not many, but im still considered experienced, being exposed to quite a number of different kinds of matches. Playing against youths ard my age or men that are much older than me. From wad i have stated, there is absolutely no reason why i shldnt perform in my last youth cup. Logically speaking, I should have loads of confidence for myself. Shld be playing matches as though im at ytcc. Get a ball and shoot when im free. High percentages of making the shots. Drive to the basket when im closely guard or no freedom to make shots in ytcc isnt a difficult task for me. I also can be seen taking difficult rebounds with guys taller than me. Sounds cool and fearsome isnt it. Its all a lie. BIG FAT LIE. Its not factual. Not anymore. Im peanuts in competitive basketball. The one which every opponents hope to meet and guard, not forgetting bully. Its the same as before. Not much of a change at all. I've been constantly asking myself. What will i get out of playing competitive basketball? The goals that i have set for myself, am i anywhere near it? Well, these answers are negative. I onli waste my time goin trainings, waste my time when im shooting the ball, waste my team mates' and BBALL palz time when im playing with them. For yrs, like wad COach teck had said, this stone has been in me. All these while, im juz a shadow. A lunatic in the woodbridge hosp. not bein freed. Im the one who built the enclosures. Realli dunno wads strong. Think mayb i need to take a break, long break from BBall.

I juz wanna say I LOVE YOU, basketball. Thnx for being part of my life all these yrs. Though there are ups and downs, but still a big thank you for bringing enjoyments into my dull life. I dunno man. VEX!!!!

Juz need some time.

3:57 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2005

manx! quite busy recently. And also din realli hav much to blog. WEll so lets start of with BAsketball. LAst Wed, eng tat youth had a frenli with the female NAtional team. We won by 4. There are onli 9 players sia. But the surprising thing was that i finalli perform and show wad im best at, shooting. It was also the first time, i played a match as though i was playing 5 on 5 in my neighbourhood bBall court. The feeling was gd indeed. I was 'myself'. Hav realli been waiting for this for soooo long. Scored 3 3pters i think. A total score of abt 17. Was realli quite happi. HaIz but this kind of feeling onli happens once in a blue moon. Mayb when im playing the 2nd rd of youth cup, it will the same again? I dunno. The youth team onli left with 8 fully fit players with one not in his best condition. Mk injured his ankle while playing the last match of first rd. SAd case. Who will dominate the rebounds for us? The 2nd rd draw was out todae. We are in group S along with TAGAWA, XING YEW and HOUGANG METEOUR. I wont wanna say anything. I juz hope we can win them. Its my last youth tourney, perhaps my last major one. REalli hope we can meet our target which is top 8. We muz win all in order to be the first in our grp. Onli the top team frm each grp emerge to the 3rd rd. Juz gotta clear wad ever shit tts in my mind and juz play my GAME. Win is all i can think of. Fight and give them 40 mins of hell is my mentality. YEA!!!

School, actualli nth much realli happens in sch. Haven been catching up with my work. Stil abit unclear abit my modules. Hope i can clear my doubts this weekend. Realli wanna study hard. I wan to prove myself i also can study if i wan to. Best wishes to everyone i noe, hope u guys will have less probs to face. CHEERS* =x

4:52 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005

haix... ytd wasnt an easy day to pass... realli cant believe it but we have lost to nee soon east, whyenam's 3rd team. -__-'' Its gonna be an unforgettable match for me perhaps. Think i din put in my best effort to play the game bahz... Somehow juz feel i can do more than this... Well realli hope i can take my revenge by thrashing M.I tmr... Im now in the sch canteen with 3 od my new classmates... hehheee quite sianx... haven been transfered to another class. Feeling abit uncomfortable... like need to make new frenz again... Haiz.. ytd i have juz lost some1... or sort of fall out with a fren... well reason is kind of stupid bahz but i realli have no other solutions... realli cant find any other way out... Sorrie haix... Though quite disappointed and saD, but well if i have another solution, i will use that... anyway think muz also move on... since nths gonna be the same as before so wad for keep waiting or hoping that this day will still come... juz making myself miserable onli.. now is juz like the title of my blog, i shall start everything with a new beginning... tke care everyone

1:47 PM