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ME !

Name: Choong Jiun Perng Alvin(小四)

D.O.B: 24/02/1987

Hometown: CCK

Current Status: Enlisted on 9 July 2008. Now a trainee in Signals.

Future: Hoping to study a PT/FT degree in SIM. An alternative will be to be a teacher.

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* I dun dream big. Just a decent salary to support a family, an enjoyable working environment, keeping in contact with my pals. Last but not least is to stay healthy MAN!!!.

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Friday, February 03, 2006

Hi there, Xiao Si is back! This time, i hope i can realli write a long one. Coz during this break, many things really happen. But i wonder if i can remember every single thing in detail. I shall try my best.. Ok, i shall categorize them under friends, studies, relationship and basketball as they made up the world im living.

Frenz.... well i have made a new friend, but i think its more than that. Its a she. U guys will be curious who is she rite? Well, u cant see her here in sg as she lives in Germany. Wonder how i got to noe her? Its through a forum, which she had placed her msn contact under her information. So i went to add her and we started chatting. After a few weeks of chatting, i find her quite cute, kind hearted, has her own unique characteristic which i still unable to figure out. She is my first foreign friend, something like penpal, haa... COOL MAN!

Recently juz meet up an old friend, although we are not really that old, but can be considered and old pal bcoz we dun usually contact and meet up. We have known each other for 3 years. Well bcoz of some things that happen which further the distance between us. But i guess everything was over and im glad to still able to see and talk to this friend. Think i have been childish in the past. Wasnt matured to handle this kind of stuff, which resulted me to start being hostile towards you. Really regret it. Its realli nice to see you again, as though we have been transfered back to the past. This kind of feeling really is beyong description. Although we didnt did much things that day, but i truely enjoyed myself every sec. Thanks!

Though i have made a new friend, that doesnt mean that i have alot of friends. Well I still find that my friends seems to be getting lesser and lesser. Just the feeling, though i have heard ppl saying, 1 true friend is all you need. Well its true, but i seem to have the feeling that i have been living this world all by myself. Perhaps something is wrong with my personality or my character. Dear friends, if i have offended you or make you feel unhappy in any way, pls forgive. As friends are very important to me, i will try my best within my limits to be as good as possible. Some times i know that i have the habit of being late, forgetful and undecisive, so hope u guys will be forgiving. I will try to improve, to become a better friend.

I wanna give thanks to all my friends out there, be it whether we are close or not, i just hope that this new yr will be a better one for all of us.

Studies.... Hmmm, wad can i say, im lucky to pass all my common tests. Phew! Gonna work hard for the final year as i already promised myself to keep a clean sheet for this sem. Dun wanna repeat anything as i have 2 pending modules waiting for me. I juz gotta keep motivatiing myself. Oh ya, i forgot to mention my TT02 mates. They are really wonderful friends and souls man! Best! Wont be able to forget them! thanks for all the support and encouragement.

Relationship... well there isnt anything abt bgr as im single. I think i should give up every single chance and opportunity if there is, to be back together with you, I think perhaps i really should move on as I was given a chance before. Think it will be ridiculous if i were to ask for another one. Although u may be having difficulties in communicating with the current one, juz try to hold on k? Im sure u will marry a very good husband who is or close to ur ideal guy. But dun ever doubt, I will surely be by your side if ya need me ;) You are also one of my best friends.

On the other hand, I was also keeping my options open but still there isnt any. I was quite interested with the girl from my macro class but i think she doesnt show any interest in me so i think its hard too. There is this girl who plays for NYP basketball team. Just know that her name is called PEI LING. I find her quite attractive but too bad heard from yun yun that she alr had a bf. So I did not do any actions. But the weird thing is yun yun told me that NYP players are toking abt me getting her number. I wonder who started this rumour... Hmmm perhaps thats the wonderful and weirdest part abt rumour. I hope she will help me XI TUO ZUI MING.

Lastly Basketball.... Well, have juz finished playing for NP in the IVP games. The whole tournament i think i din really play much other than the final match against NTU. Perhaps Heng really have no confidence in me base on my performance at last yr's IVP. I should not blame him too. Last yr, i played with no confidence in me. Was nervous on court and couldnt show wad i can do. Actually, during the first game, was benched for the entire game and was substituted in during the dying moments of the game which i think is less than 2 mins. I was totally demoralised. Becoz i sort of put my heart and soul to this team as i will not be playing for engtat in the near future. But luckily, i played quite alot during the last game and it is realli critical in helping me to decide if i should continue playing competitive basketball. I should say its one of those few competitive matches that i played in my life which i felt that i was myself. So this will be my stepping stone to the next level, which is playing with confidence on court. This game is totally different from the others as our opponent consists of a top rated national player and other very good players. Hence, i decided to gamble and give myself another chance to start all over again. I will try to visit the gym as regular as possible. Practise my personal stuffs when i have the time.

Thats all from me FOLKS, tke care!!!

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