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Saturday, February 25, 2006

This was one of those tiring days that i have gone through before. Studied for macro test 2 days ago till 2am. I think i was quite tensed and worried for the test as i haven finish studying my bsd, which was starting 3 hrs after my macro paper. I lied on my bed, tossing around for 2 hrs. Looking at the clock showing 4 am, im still quite awake. Insane, im gonna wake up at 6 am. 2 hrs of slp, 2 papers to sit, madness. I personally think that i wont be able to get a good grade for the paper, but think there shouldnt be a problem passing it. Met up with han again to study bsd. Finding hard to concentrate as im already half dead and anxious for the test. In the end, i think the paper is rather easy, it all lies in me, whether i have realli studied for it. Wasted, i am just goin to keep my fingers crossed, hoping that my first test and project scores can help pull up my final grade for this module. I realli wan a clean sheet this semester. I want to end my last year without any failed modules and graduate with the people in the same year as me.

The most difficult day to spend every year is the date 24 feb. Though it should be a special day to me, but i somehow juz find it weird and hard to go through it. Well, i went to watch the match between aes and jurong after my paper with han. They won by 11 at the end. It was not a bad match though, with jurong trying to catch up with aes in most of the quarters. After that, went to eat with han. We had durian after that. Bought a cheap box of durian at 2 bucks. We really chose the wrong one. I still prefer the one which i ate with DONG. haa thats nice... But its still fine. Later went to slack with dong they all at mac and later at lot 1 food court. I was feeling very weak already and deciding to leave for home but i was thinking that its better to wait for dong. So in the end, we head back to the food court. Slacked for a while and suddenly, they came up with a small personal sized chocolate cake from breadtalk. We also took some pics using dnise's digi cam.. Quite fun... haa den after that headed home. Mum smsed me wishing me happi birthday, quite touched as this is the first time.. haa Dad bought a durian cake. Its very tasty. Thanks. Initially was thinking of spending the day myself, going home after my papers to rest and den study. But well i think its quite wonderful after all. Though its not any big celebration, but to me, a simple one can already make me feel touched. Yea and im still expecting a cheesecake which has yet to be done. lol I have also received quite a few smses from my friends and also from unexpected ones. Yea thanks alot... Nice of u guys... ;) And a earli special phone call from a good pal... Lol realli unexpected too... yea Later in the nite, went out to cycle with my grp of cycling pals. Yea quite fun... returned back at 3 plus and finally able to slp... thats all for todae... tke care...

4:47 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

24 woken up by my bro this mornin.. he told me that the nba slamdunk comp was coming up nxt... so i've got no choice but to pull myself up lazily from my bed... i think the main reason i wanna watch this is juz to witness the high flyer, Nate Robinson, to defy gravity... Man! he is juz sooo insane.... I watched his vert.. it was totally incredible.. A guy standing at 5'9(176cm), can do more than juz a normal dunk on a NBA ring. After that, i was again in a boring state. Too tired to start my revision, so i juz played fm for a while and den ate lunch, chat a little and took a short nap. Later i will shoot ball at cc with ming... i hope i can start revising tonite... tmr is the all star game, cant wait to watch it... I wanna have a recap on what i wanna achieve in life currently; I want to study hard for my comin exam to ensure a clean sheet this sem, I want to gym hard too so as to be physicall fit and strong and lastly, i want to train hard and acheive something in basketball. The last 2 WANS will be slightly hard. I need a gym partner to motivate and to assist me. I think perhaps i will go back to eng tat for training after their tourney. Training in ngee ann is abit waste of time as i dun get to learn anything. Instead juz playing with all i can infront of the coach. This wont have any improvement in my skills. Think it will be wise to go back training with the big guys, at least i can learn some stuffs, but thats provided if that 'old- fashion' coach is willing to me down to play alongside with them during our training. I really hope so. If possible, i aim to be part of the A div team juz before my enlistment to NS. I think it can be done if i put in my 101%... Shall see how everything goes... Wish me lucks and support me, my frenz... Tke care!!!

4:48 PM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Yea, now im in the sch library. My next lesson is at 3 pm. Yawnz.. Been quite boring these few days.. Nth much happened. Me and quite a lot of friends went to sentosa last saturday. Quite fun. Luckily val brought along his soccer ball and xi hong brought his freeze bie... But not mani ppl at the beach. A bunch of rugby guys invited us to play a game with them. We thought it was a good idea so agreed. Quite enjoyed the game as we tied 4-4 with them. After a tiring day at sentosa, ming, val, han and me met up with carmen. It was sort of a farewell meeting for her as she is goin off to australia to further her studies. Man! I wonder if i will be deeply affected by this... GOtta go... tke care every1...

2:46 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006

Hi there, Xiao Si is back! This time, i hope i can realli write a long one. Coz during this break, many things really happen. But i wonder if i can remember every single thing in detail. I shall try my best.. Ok, i shall categorize them under friends, studies, relationship and basketball as they made up the world im living.

Frenz.... well i have made a new friend, but i think its more than that. Its a she. U guys will be curious who is she rite? Well, u cant see her here in sg as she lives in Germany. Wonder how i got to noe her? Its through a forum, which she had placed her msn contact under her information. So i went to add her and we started chatting. After a few weeks of chatting, i find her quite cute, kind hearted, has her own unique characteristic which i still unable to figure out. She is my first foreign friend, something like penpal, haa... COOL MAN!

Recently juz meet up an old friend, although we are not really that old, but can be considered and old pal bcoz we dun usually contact and meet up. We have known each other for 3 years. Well bcoz of some things that happen which further the distance between us. But i guess everything was over and im glad to still able to see and talk to this friend. Think i have been childish in the past. Wasnt matured to handle this kind of stuff, which resulted me to start being hostile towards you. Really regret it. Its realli nice to see you again, as though we have been transfered back to the past. This kind of feeling really is beyong description. Although we didnt did much things that day, but i truely enjoyed myself every sec. Thanks!

Though i have made a new friend, that doesnt mean that i have alot of friends. Well I still find that my friends seems to be getting lesser and lesser. Just the feeling, though i have heard ppl saying, 1 true friend is all you need. Well its true, but i seem to have the feeling that i have been living this world all by myself. Perhaps something is wrong with my personality or my character. Dear friends, if i have offended you or make you feel unhappy in any way, pls forgive. As friends are very important to me, i will try my best within my limits to be as good as possible. Some times i know that i have the habit of being late, forgetful and undecisive, so hope u guys will be forgiving. I will try to improve, to become a better friend.

I wanna give thanks to all my friends out there, be it whether we are close or not, i just hope that this new yr will be a better one for all of us.

Studies.... Hmmm, wad can i say, im lucky to pass all my common tests. Phew! Gonna work hard for the final year as i already promised myself to keep a clean sheet for this sem. Dun wanna repeat anything as i have 2 pending modules waiting for me. I juz gotta keep motivatiing myself. Oh ya, i forgot to mention my TT02 mates. They are really wonderful friends and souls man! Best! Wont be able to forget them! thanks for all the support and encouragement.

Relationship... well there isnt anything abt bgr as im single. I think i should give up every single chance and opportunity if there is, to be back together with you, I think perhaps i really should move on as I was given a chance before. Think it will be ridiculous if i were to ask for another one. Although u may be having difficulties in communicating with the current one, juz try to hold on k? Im sure u will marry a very good husband who is or close to ur ideal guy. But dun ever doubt, I will surely be by your side if ya need me ;) You are also one of my best friends.

On the other hand, I was also keeping my options open but still there isnt any. I was quite interested with the girl from my macro class but i think she doesnt show any interest in me so i think its hard too. There is this girl who plays for NYP basketball team. Just know that her name is called PEI LING. I find her quite attractive but too bad heard from yun yun that she alr had a bf. So I did not do any actions. But the weird thing is yun yun told me that NYP players are toking abt me getting her number. I wonder who started this rumour... Hmmm perhaps thats the wonderful and weirdest part abt rumour. I hope she will help me XI TUO ZUI MING.

Lastly Basketball.... Well, have juz finished playing for NP in the IVP games. The whole tournament i think i din really play much other than the final match against NTU. Perhaps Heng really have no confidence in me base on my performance at last yr's IVP. I should not blame him too. Last yr, i played with no confidence in me. Was nervous on court and couldnt show wad i can do. Actually, during the first game, was benched for the entire game and was substituted in during the dying moments of the game which i think is less than 2 mins. I was totally demoralised. Becoz i sort of put my heart and soul to this team as i will not be playing for engtat in the near future. But luckily, i played quite alot during the last game and it is realli critical in helping me to decide if i should continue playing competitive basketball. I should say its one of those few competitive matches that i played in my life which i felt that i was myself. So this will be my stepping stone to the next level, which is playing with confidence on court. This game is totally different from the others as our opponent consists of a top rated national player and other very good players. Hence, i decided to gamble and give myself another chance to start all over again. I will try to visit the gym as regular as possible. Practise my personal stuffs when i have the time.

Thats all from me FOLKS, tke care!!!

12:32 AM