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ME !

Name: Choong Jiun Perng Alvin(小四)

D.O.B: 24/02/1987

Hometown: CCK

Current Status: Enlisted on 9 July 2008. Now a trainee in Signals.

Future: Hoping to study a PT/FT degree in SIM. An alternative will be to be a teacher.

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MY DREAMS

* I dun dream big. Just a decent salary to support a family, an enjoyable working environment, keeping in contact with my pals. Last but not least is to stay healthy MAN!!!.

MY ESCAPE

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MY HECTIC PAST

April 2005
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October 2005
November 2005
February 2006
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July 2006
September 2006
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
November 2008

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

I remember coach kept telling us, this is realli a real world, very realistic. In basketball, u muz have size and height, if not ure gonna lose out. Think it applies to everything bahz. And now, i have some pressures from my job. 8 bucks per hr for a telemarketeer. Sounds great? How i wish... Now the supervisor is stressing on the sale we are making. Worse still, she or the department had came up with this per hr sales. Meaning, it will calculate how mani hrs u will need to close a sale. She juz told us todae tt she ever dimiss her employees who dun meet the minimum requirements. Realli abit sianx liao. Its as though we are not working hard to make the calls. Todae i made a career high of 79 calls. -__-'' Some of them realli not interested, or dun have com, or seldom at home, or seldom use internet. I have alr done the presentation liao, they dun wanna sign up also no choice. In my pt of view, this type of thing realli need alot of luck. For ex, juz so happen i call this person who is alr thinking of signing up or is unsure whether to sign up or interested to noe abt the promotions. Argh...

Worse still, i spoke to a girl older than me by 1 yr juz now, explained most of the infos regarding the promotion. In the end, she said that she will discuss it with her parents and den if she realli decide to sign up, she will sign up from her fren. -__-' her fren also working for starhub telemarketing. Dunno why i lose my patience or wad but i juz felt so pissed with her after i hung up. If i dun get my 2nd sale by this week, perhaps i will be sacked or sent to the training class again. Ridiculous...

Dunno wads wrongwith everything. Nth goes rite. I realli hate myself...

Well todae at interchange saw this old pal of mine. Was quite glad to see him but also rather disappointed too. He had changed quite alot though i dun noe wad realli happen tt result in this change. He came so stranger to me. I still can remembered the happi times we had in class. Joking ard, sharing probs, helping one another in our studies, playing ball together... Some times its quite sad to experience this kind of situation. Hes a nice fren but i think i have lost him. I think in this world, one of the most fearful factor to me is being lonely. I dunno wad i have done in my life that im proud of. At least i noe when im realli down or lost perhaps there will be one or 2 fren who will be there for me, at least to hear my troubles.

Recently i also dunno wad realli happen, but i juz felt that i might be having some communications break down with a fren whom i tot hes my close fren. I think mayb our characters are too different.

I wonder, then, if i hold on to it, if im matured enuff to think, will i end up in this terrible state. At least i noe, when im lost, she will be the first to guide me. When im sad, she'll be the first to cheer me up. When im happi, she'll be the first person i share with. When im lonely, she shall be the one to keep me company. But too bad....

ITS A REAL WORLD AFTER ALL.........................

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