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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Todae.. Went for the Starhub telemarketing training. Totally shagged after abt 6 hrs of briefing on wad will we be doing and the sales we are doin.. Man, juz so tiring. Sitting down there for 6 hrs, listening and taking some notes. It is realli 3 times of my sch lecture... I can hardly sit still in my sch's 2 hr lecture.. Wads more, 6 hrs lecture gonna be hell... I was fidgeting all abt (dunno if i get the rite spelling). I think tts all for todae, realli shag and slpy... tke care...

3:32 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

Ytd, i was out the whole dae with a guy. Na, dun think too much, im not gay la! I was out with Xi Hong. We went for the starhub job. The place wasnt hard to find after all as it was situated near bugis junction, called North Bridge Centre, which is juz opposite of the national library. When we reached there, there were already quite a number of teens seated among themselves, waiting for the interview to start. We werent late either, so we sat down and wait patiently. Finally the lady who contacted me abt the interview arrived and the interview started 230 sharp. It was only at the midst of the interview or briefing, that i found out this job was actually a telemarketing job. I thought it was the roadshows type. But it was not bad after all. Got table and chair for u to seat. Telephone for u to 'chat' with customers and do sales. Not forgetting to mention, working in an air-conditioned environment. 'More' better than the roadshow. Ha ha. The pay was like 8 per hrs. Great! But the bad thing abt this job is that I only work 3 hrs per week day. 7pm - 10pm from Monday -Friday, 11am - 6pm on Saturday. The estimated salary i will earn is abt 500 plus. Now it will be a headache for me as im gonna plan wad to do in the day, juz before my work. Cannot be everyday go gym or go GAI GAI. Nvm, i shall think abt this later. After working this job, if i were to buy a MTB bike, the money left over is juz enuff for me to buy some clothes. I still gotta buy my w800i, the sonyEricsson walkman Hp. Perhaps im muz start considering working even after sch reopens. I shall see hows the work like. After the interview which ends at abt 2.50pm, we decided to take 61 back to Bt Timah to eat and play some pool. Din realli expect the journey to take us abt 1hr 10 mins. Madness! Can u believe it. My butts were aching. But i did take a short nap in the bus. We then went home straight after pool which was at abt 615. Xi hong gotta go his godmum to help out on typing out the selected qns for primary sch papers. Wad abt me? Rush home to get change and cycle to cc to play ball for a while. At least ytd i din spent the whole day at home. Phew!

Todae... It was raining the whole aftn. So yea, i was at home. But guess wad, not playing games or watching tv. Im surfing the net on the history of China. Dun believe rite? lol To prove to u guys, the last dynasty that ended was Qing Dynasty. Well i found out some stuffs which stated in the show, My Date With a Vampire 3, was true. There is really this thing called PANG GU. Its said to be the creator of heaven, earth and hell. Wonder its true or not, coz from wad i noe, isnt jesus the creator of everything? Mankind, trees, animals? weird. Ok nvm, continue with my things. There is realli a guy named Fu Xi in the past, who was really the one who shot the 9 suns down with his arrow, as he was a great archer. Moreover, he was related to Chang E. In the show, his name was Ren Wang Fu Xi. The character NU WA isnt fake at all. In the history of China, there is realli a lady named Nu Wa who was more like a God of Marriage. I find the history of China quite interesting. Mayb u guys should read up on it during ur free time. Later, i went down to cc at abt 7pm. Reached there juz in time to play next team coz Alan invited me to help play in his team. Was kin d of lucky coz i was still afraid i wont be playing much as i gotta leave at 8, to catch my fav. idol on tv in Jacky Wu's Tian Cai Xiang Qiang Cong. There is a part where the programme will invite singers to sing a few songs with a slightly changed lyrics. Yea. Well, my idol is Lin JJ. He sang his Jiang Nan and 2 of David Tao's songs... Was quite fun. Yes indeed, his vocal realli... Only one word can describe, WHOAH! I think i started idolising him ever since i attended free admission to his YING YUE CHUANG ZUO FEN XIANG HUI, organised by our sch. Listened him sing live on stage. FABULOUS. Anyway, the nxt episode will have DONG LI HUO CHE singing. Yea man, they are also singers whom i respect. Their vocals are realli GOOD. The notes they can hit seem endless to me.. I dun think i can sing their song.

Well thats all for todae, take care everyBUDDY..

3:27 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

wasted my whole day at home... watching vampire 3 vcd.. BORIN.. If the rest of my life is gonna be like this, i'd rather end it todae.. Feel so meaningless to pass such days by doin nth. Juz like living a life aimlessly. Dull and cold world. Im gonna go interview tmr at 230. Think its those kind of starhub thing. But i think the pay quite gd which is stated in the papers at 6-8 bucks per hr.. Guess most probably gotta go on my own le. Hope this will be successful, at least i can work everyday, will not be afraid of doin nth.. Can earn money to buy the things i wanna buy. Actually i kind of like the vampire show, all 3 series of them. WHile watching, i will always think of alot of things. KE SHUO SHI KAN DE JING JING YOU WEI. It is thru this show, i also learn quite a few meaningful sayings on the perceptions of life. Not forgetting to mention the love stories in it, the vampire battles, etc... haix somehow, i think my life is starting to have a slight change. Its environment, people.. Even myself, juz feel that i have change a little in the way i look at things, i feel, i react... So weird. Dunno why but i juz feel that im not as happy as compared in the past, not as cheerful as i am in the past, smth is missing.. hmmm -__-

1:23 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

Yea, realli sianx. Thought after exam le, i can finally take a break from the books and notes. But little did i expect, the way of relaxing is nothing to do, no programmes and rot...

Fridae was my last paper. Tot got activities perhaps like goin out with my tto2 mates, but little did i expect in the end, it was oni me and albert singing together in kbox... haa wad a joke. Before that, Bert me and Kim were lunching at AL dunno wad, the malay food stall nearer to the bus stop. Den later kim muz meet his fren so he left first. BErt and me still not sure if we were goin to sing so we decided to play pool first.. Made ur way to beautyworld to play as poolfactor was still not opened at abt 1... Kind of like the place at beauty world as i think the pool and billard balls, tables and cues are quite gd condition, at least better than k pool and pool factor... after playing, as bert realli wanna sing, we decided to head towards jurong entertainment centre's k box... was quite fun in there, though oni 2 of us, but we fooled ard ha ha... as usual hes rapping away.. realli good sial.. after tt we parted as we lived in different places... I was totally shagged as i slp oni a few hrs the day before...

Saturday.... Actualli din realli hav programme ytd but earli mornin saw xiu han online so an idea struck me. Go val's hse to suntan...!!! yea so i ask han if he wans or not which he agreed.. so i called up val and he was still slpin.. he agreed too so it was smooth.. At least gt smth to do, better than to stay at home rot and play games. -__-' later on, we intended to visit the gym but val and ming decided to play ball at cc.. han was on duty at toa payoh.. haa yea. Enjoyed playing last nite...

Sunday.... So todae, me, val and han decided to visit the gym at gombak.. arrived late... din realli do much as i hav no idea why i've gt no strength to do my usual 30 kg weight lift...sehz... after that we went to eat and parted as han was goin val's hse.. quite a borin dae actualli.. haix now my goal is the hunt for a job liao, no much time to waste. will wake up tmr at 745
go dwn buy straits time... hope tmr there will be quite a few to choose.. coz i realli need money, to buy a new bike, perhaps new clothes and weight gainers.. yea gotta visit the gym often. My nxt visit wil be on wed... yea

2:57 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

yea, gotta do a quick blog as channel U ghost show will start in abt 5 mins time. Todae was realli shag!!!! ytd nite slpt at abt 3. TOdae went to sch at 6 to take my Law final paper. Everything was not rite, messed up man!!!! Gonna fail this paper for sure, looking at the content itself u will noe le. The amount of words i write, the relevant pts... -__-' Now, i can onli pray hard that my proj. marks and test 1 will help pull up the overall marks and make me pass this module. This module isnt realli easy as there are alot of things to memorise. I realli dun wish to repeat. Haix, i have alr make the effort to revise le, juz hope god can help me pass this final hurdle. This will also be a lesson for me to start studying REAL hard for my remaining papers. My mgt paper will be on mondae. GOSH, wondering how am i gonna revise that. Totally Crazy. Juz now went downt to YTCC, to play 5 on 5. Totally in a daze, due to the lack of slp, my body was a little weak, heart is not functioning well. Couldnt realli breathe properly while running as my heart was kind of weak i think. Hence, juz after one game, my mind was blank. Realli GONG DIAO. So i stopped playing and later went home. Intend to catch some slp but went down to eat dinner with the accompany of MING... Oppx its 1132... gotta go, tke care everyone!!!!!!

2:32 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

MAN!!!!!! wads wrong with me... ArGh!!!! Feeling so uncomfortable now. So pissed, fed up, uncomfortable, vexed, mad. Everything is all messed up. Upside down. I realli dunno how long i can tolerate. Haix wads goin on in me. So easily get worked up. Guess im having a mood swing now. Getting pissed off when i cant get to eat ZHU CHA at the coffee shop below my block, when there are so mani ppl taking orders. I looked at the other remaining stalls, malay and char siew rice stall. Realli a turn off. No mood to eat when im very hungry now. In addition, i juz put aeroplane on my bro. Before goin down for dinner, i still agreed to play ball with him at our neighbourhood court. But juz now when i went down, i saw the grd was still wet. I guess the court is still wet. I went to the court to check it out, indeed, its wet. Feeling so fed up. Initially, i was gonna bring along qiang's shoe, lucky i din, if not realli bring along for nth. Well, in the end, i juz decide not to eat or play ball, and went back home. So here i am blogging. Todae juz receive tt sms again. Haix, dunno if u noe my blog and tt ure reading this. I dun even noe if the tag was realli from u. Duno y, but i think my tolerance level has reached its peak. Hope i can have the courage to tell u man... -__-' Now gonna meet qiang to pass him back his leathy shoes. Think gonna go yt mac to eat my dinner and perhaps study a little over there bahz. CIAOZ. -_-

11:43 AM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Yea, my title tells everything. Actualli, i was thinking of starting my revision todae but had no company eh, and juz nice han, val and ming called me to join in their outing so i agreed. It was quite fun throughout the day. Went to that dunno wad fair, all types of brands of com and laptops at the suntec convention centre. Sonia and Alan were working there, so coincident that both got the same lobangs under APPLE. Oppx, miss out one pt. Before heading to Suntec, we went to this shop selling pirated games in bukit merah. A month ago, we were still searching high and low for this kind of shop, but to no avail. As selling pirated stuffs in SG is illegal, perhaps there are very few shops left. Just so happen, val's cousin told him so we made our way down to the place and were lucky to find that shop. I bought a PC game named Brother In Arms and PS 2 game named Snooker. Juz now tried out my snooker game and it was quite real. Nice game!!! Well think i can only try the other one tmr as its very late now. Haix, wad am i goin to do, to be cruel and tell the truth or juz continue to be nice and patient, and juz keep quiet. So confused. I also dun wish to be cruel but if i dun, im juz making my own life miserable. Wad am i gonna do???

Juz asked from my dad to subsidize the money i spent on those games i paid todae. Guess wad, its a turn off man. At first, he told me not to buy pirated games and ask me to find the game in POPULAR. Madness, i was thinking since when it is a game shop? POPULAR is a bookshop lei, it sells limited types of games. That will be the last option for any gamers to buy their games. I told him tt the pirated shop is selling PC games at 6 and PS 2 games at 12, mkt price for pirated games. Guess wad, he juz told me to get money from my mum. Super pissed. I noe if it will be expensive to buy the non- pirated stuffs and he wouldnt agree, and that is why im buying the pirated. In other words, im also helping him to save money one way or another. Also dun wan to spend so much money. He still rejected. Cmon man, its juz 18 bucks. Realli man, had enough of his nuisance. I can't find any reason for him to reject me, taking the fact tt i seldom ask money from him and that its oni 18 bucks. Shit man, he is my dad, he is also my no. 1 most hated man. I dunno why but i oni this, no one and nth will ever change my opinion of him. He is juz so sick. Stingy, etc, wadever nasty words to describe a man, can also be described on him. I swear I shall not ask from him a single cent anymore. He will receive the same treatment when its time for him to retire and me earning money. Im juz waiting for that time to come.

Sorrie if i sound too nasty, but i juz gotta say, im different when im at home and when im with my frenz. Oni frenz can see the true 4, while u can see the worst of him at home. Tat is why i dislike staying at home, dislike dining with my parents (with HIM ard), hardly ever go out with them. My bro is fine juz tt i will get kind of piss when he starts using my things(personal) without my permission. DUnno why but i juz feel uncomfortable.

Now, goin down to cycle with the same 3 towers again. ha ha. Hope there will be thrills and spills. tke care everyone!!!

4:45 PM

Friday, September 02, 2005

Juz nw watched the Superstars Finals on tv. I was rather touched when kelvin won the this 4 mth long competition, although i support and guess he will take the crown. Its realli even more special and meaningful and special for a person slightly different from we normal ppl. Im realli happi for him. He has gd vocals and of course very popular among singaporeans. I think hes alr famous way before joining this competition. I still remember the first time i heard him sing was at jurong mrt station. The big open space right in front of popular. At first i din realli paid much attention to the surrounding as i was listening to music. Out of a sudden, i heard some1 singing 'I Believe' at the backgrd. As it was one of my fav. song, I decided to stop by and see whose tt mysterious street singer, it was the then wei lian, sitting on a stool, with hands free mic and strumming his guitar. When he finished singing, everyone applauded. I think he realli sang v well, at least to me. So although i onli heard him once, his song left a deep impression in me. Well as for kelly, sad case, Haiz... She realli performed well in the finals, showcasing wad she is best and capable of doing but in the end she lost to wei lian by popularity. At least, looking at the judges results, we all noe that she is indeed a talented singer, perhaps a rising star wannabe. She muz be feeling proud of herself that she has did her best.

Sometimes in life, we dun realli get opportunities whenever we wan. So when it arrives at our doorstep, we should treasure, cherish and make full use of it. I myself, have taken opportunities for granted, or should i juz say, im not realli ready to accept that opportunity. So everytime i will flop. I dun hope to be successful in wadever i do, but i juz hope to be successful in one of the things i do. ;)

At a blink of an eye, soon i will left with another half of my poly life left. This sem has been quite wonderful. Though i have been posted to a different class, but i did enjoyed the lessons i attended. Slowly, i also get to noe a person attending the same class for 1 of my modules. All thanx to BERT, haa, well think i should thank you. ;) Since then, i felt that this new fren has similar thinking as me. Perhaps this is the reason which make us able to communicate well with one another. Yea.

Now tt our exams are rd the corner, i hope all the playful part of me will go away for a while, and that all the hardorking and discipline part of me will start to unfold again. I realli hope i can clear all my modules for this sem. Hopefully, i will be posted back to tt02 nxt sem. Dong and gang, hope u all will work hard tooo. This goes the same to my bball frenz, val, alan, han, carmen, etc, hope u all will study hard. Qiang, jia you for ur final yr proj and the other papers if u hav any. Blader, now keep losing u in billard liao, though this may boost ur motivation in billard, but this doesnt give u an excuse for nt studying. My role model also, muz study hard for ur As, hope to hear u saying ure eligible to study in U.

Wha i sounded like Im leaving this world like tt. LOL, madness. Think im writing out of pt liao. I juz wish everyone will be fine and study hard for their respective exams. JIA YOU!!!!! tke care

3:59 PM

im finalli back to blog. Now, i have some free time before my WDA/MWA grp presentation at 3. Sorry folks for being absent for abt 2 mths? Have been quite busy with sch projects actualli. Apart from that, im also kind of lazy to update my blog entries. As usual, nth special events or incidents happen to me. Life is as normal as before.

Recently, me, jas, carmie and ming juz help our BIG HEAD boss to celebrate his bdae. LOL! We intend to give him a surprise by hiding ourselves near the toilet in mac, before ming bringing the boss in there. But tt han really spoiler de eh. Muz turn his head here and there, look in all directions. Cant he juz sit down there facing the side entrance of the mac and wait patiently?Haix our efforts all wasted... lol But im also to blame la, never hide properly enough, din noe there is a mirror behind me. So in the end, I was caught red handed by him. -__-' But it was rather exciting. We gave him a t shirt( hope he will wear it, at least shows tt he likes tt), and wrote a our greetings and msgs on a piece of coloured paper. Went Suki Sushi to eat our dinner and follow by some beancurd at 302. It was rather fun and enjoyable. A birthday 'surprise' han and a small gathering for us. Ha Ha.

I've been waiting for this day to be over. After 3.30, i can relax a little le. Coz there are no more projects. But here comes the exam papers which are juz abt 2 weeks from now. I realli hope i can clear all my modules this sem so tt i can have a higher chance in being posted back to my original class. But i dun mean that i have communication probs with my current class. My current class mates are frenli, nice and helpful ppl. Its juz that i can communicated better with my original classmates compared to the current ones. At least tts how i feel. But if im able to complete all my modules for this sem, i still have 2 xtra modules waiting for me, marketing and macro. Haiz. Other than sch work, i also have another thing that bothers me. Well, needless to say, it shall be basketball again. Sch selection has alr started. Currently, there are abt 30 players in the training squad. Though this year, the overall standard of the team has slightly lower than the prevoius batch of players, but i think my place for the final 12 is not secured. There are quite a no. of players whose abilities are some what of mine. To name a few, terry, jeffery, xi hong, etc. Although i dun realli think i stand any chance, but i still wont give up, since im alr training with them, so might as well fight and train till the end. But where can i get my motivations when the coach himself is notresponsible? He still can give us reasons like, i dunno todae got training. Madness. As for now, i juz hope to enjoy the training sessions with these guys as most of them are better players than me. I should be honoured to be training with them. Recently also feel like goin to gym often. Yes, the 'gym' feeling is back. Hope it will be there forever. I wanna be fit and strong so as to survive in this game. For ht, i've alr lost to ppl quite alot. My jumping ability is not enough to cover this weak pt, so i've gotta be strong so as to withstand my opponent's aggressiveness. Toking to be aggressiveness, mani told me that this is also smth i lack of in my playing style. I've no idea how to train aggresiveness, perhaps i need some advice from my u ppl too.

Recently, i juz found out some thing. Actualli, im too naive. Initially, i was hoping to be train by MX one day, as he is my first coach. But i think i can stop dreaming alr. Han lin said smth which realli make sense to me. Cant realli expect MX to juz come back and tke charge of everything, since he has alr let coach guang and teck to handle the senior and junior squad. Continued......

4:30 AM