.Our new beginnning.

ME !

Name: Choong Jiun Perng Alvin(小四)

D.O.B: 24/02/1987

Hometown: CCK

Current Status: Enlisted on 9 July 2008. Now a trainee in Signals.

Future: Hoping to study a PT/FT degree in SIM. An alternative will be to be a teacher.

MY LETTERS

CREDITS

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MY DREAMS

* I dun dream big. Just a decent salary to support a family, an enjoyable working environment, keeping in contact with my pals. Last but not least is to stay healthy MAN!!!.

MY ESCAPE

shestheone
Val
CoachMax
YingQi
QiXiang
Jamie
Dong
Dnise
AlanChan
Xiuey
Jasney

MY HECTIC PAST

April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
February 2006
May 2006
July 2006
September 2006
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
November 2008

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Hehe. My title act like very excited. But actually theres nth special. Haix now listening to 'I'll be with you'. Suddenly have this thought that as if i have no friends, feeling so lonely. Its also difficult to explain the feeling. My heart felt very uncomfortable, as though it was compressed. Last time, I lived my life with goals, targets, dreams and at the same time, i felt that I'm never lonely. Well, its a total change now. I think Im nowhere near my targets and i don't think I can ever achieve them. On the other hand, I kind of have this thinking that I'm living this world alone. I have lost the reason to live. It seems like Im getting to nowhere. Aimless, depressed, low moraled, blank. I even lost my mood to find job le. Everyday, Im either juz playing PC games or basketball. Nothing much. What an aimless life im living. Juz hope school to start soon. Opps! Almost forgot to mention, I dun even noe if Im eligible to prmote to Yr 2. -__-''' Think shall juz let god decide since I have already tried studying for my exams, though I din put in alot of effort. So thats all for my first post, juz plainly xpressing my feelings and thoughts.
-LONE-

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